| Monday, December 31st, 2007 |
| 1:03 am |
hahaha i never update this shit
welll fuck it i decided tooo hmmm lifes good i make madd good money workin at what i love doing best hair and make up but yea love life? still there :] kinda seein someone but its not offical yet soo yea meeep peace i come back in another 6 months or yr |
| Sunday, March 25th, 2007 |
| 7:15 pm |
updateeee
yea haven't updated in foreverz so yea tons with life everything is changing my life is completey well almost completey diff but yea i started school in the city i <3 make up but i hate ppl who live in the city their annoyin as fuck!!! lol yeaaa last time i updated i was with earl haha noperss that lasted a week but i did fall in love well i was in love i suppose mike from a-land who would have known that after a year we see each and date? then fall in love lol but yea that didn't last i think i have a 2 month curse but yea at taylors updating bahahahahaa alrighty i shall come back sooon again muwahahahahahaha Current Mood:  amused |
| Friday, July 28th, 2006 |
| 3:27 pm |
OMFG
yea i haven't updated in the longest of times yea school ended and yea im happy i also been working my ass off i have good amounts of moeny saved up now lol what else to say i got accepted into the school i wanted to go to in the city and those of you who don't know its a school for make up artistry so yea im excited starts in nov hehehe untill then im workin mas a shampoo bitch hahaha waitin for my state boards to come so i can pass em and put the shampoo bitch to past well on good news me and earl are toghther again yes its werid but im gonna be happy hehe and yea <3 my sxe drummer boyyy well thats it for now |
| Thursday, May 18th, 2006 |
| 7:47 am |
yea boys suck and im single again gahhh stupid boys lol anyways more on a drama note i guess prom this friday and i have no clue what the fuck im doing afterwards and money issue too everyones being a jackass except for arda on some part but with the limo shit i only need a ride there and i have to pay 50 for it GAYYY in my mind so maybe i convince my mom to pay for it...maybeee...but more on prom i got my hair extentsions yesterday YAY darlene has long hair for once it so werid lol so yea bullshit drama with a couple of friends and with mi madre lol yea i have bitches who think there hott shit even though there just stupid whores lol hmmm we're whatchin disgusting movie in gov't if these walls could talk THE FIRST ONE not the lesbian one hahaha this one about abortions and such pretty sad ahh werid chick flicks gotta love em lol butt yea boredum has struck so blah bitches Current Mood:  aggravated |
| Friday, April 28th, 2006 |
| 8:08 am |
<333
yea i've been extremly happpy and pretty sad at the same time this week just like yea boyfriend trouble but i will deal with it cause i feel stickin it out with him i will end up a very happy gurl so lets just see hmmm yea and oh yea perfect dude ever for me btw taller than me and so cutee but just the greatest and sweetest personality and sucha gentlemen so yea BOO YA lets just hope it keeps going.... Current Mood:  exhaustedCurrent Music: where you go song by fort minor |
| Sunday, April 16th, 2006 |
| 10:49 pm |
be right here waiting
yea decided to update i've been mad sad i've been doing stupid shit that i normally don't do and its werid ....i miss being the 14 yr old loser well im still a loser but still its like i'm around more ppl and i see how much i changed in everything i do now and i miss diego... and yea guess what all those time i talked about a boy yea well sometimes that was him lol. but im over it but i miss him as a friend god why do certain feelings always change ppl. i do miss the hole crew its been a while for me but with work and everything and yea just too hard for me to get out on the weekends anymore unless its local ppl i don't go out often . but good news though im becoming better friend well really good friends with ppl i never thought i would be like kristina shes mad chill and awesome always cheers me up at my worst times and i do the same for her its nice to have aleast one real friend in the world... wellll im skippin morning school since their is no tech woot woot and probably going to adventure to visit ppls orrrr gettin my nails done yes i know girly but fuck you lol Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: right here-staind |
| Thursday, March 30th, 2006 |
| 7:59 am |
his passion his pain his break
yea got the new atreyu album its amazin btw like yea alex *screamer* sings on it well one song really its called the theft and i love it so much its just like amazin song to listen to and yea it sad but just too good kinda fits my mood right now well its startin to get better but one friend is still mad at me she says i don't listen to her and i only listen to myself which i find on listenin to her cuase i do BUT what the fuck im i supposed to do about her probs i try to help her but she won't do anything for em since she thinks nothing will help all i can say im sorry and give her hugs its up to her to solve the problem i always listen even though it seems like i don't though just GAH im not fuckin sayin sorry cause i feel no need to yea i know i never listen when she says to quit smoking but fuck it im not going to quit for someone else if i do i quit for myself i know that works cause thast how i lost weight by doing it for my own good not for anyone elses so yea BLAHHHHH fuck fuck fuckkk hmmm hope don O LON likes my song i picked for poiltical views of the gov't hehe i did "warhead" by otep and i got the viedo to play too so yea time to freak out the black pppl MUHAHAHAHA laterzz Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: the theft-atreyu |
| Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006 |
| 10:02 am |
i like big butts and i cannot lie
yea yea everythings been going swell lately me and kristina chilled like the whole weekend drinkin sat and causin chaos madd fun beer and taco bell hmmm yumm lol but we went shoppin took awesome pics in those photo booths in whitmen lol she got the sexiest dress ever for prom lol well hmmm BLAHHH p.s turtle man rocks for lettin me on * math teacher* Current Mood:  bored |
| Tuesday, March 14th, 2006 |
| 7:56 am |
i <3 earll!!!!!!!!!!
okies tra lala i figured out that aim could possiable work by goin though that page shit thingy but its take mad long to load up and yea fuck that shit lol hmm someone stole my pack so im a lil ticked but im takin as a sign to quit so yea BLAHHH i'll probably be in a bad mood hmm oh yea i have a genius for sister she locked the keys in the car at the dmv in amityville FUCKIN OI i got mad pissed and shit we were ther for over an hr and i ended up bein late for work but i must thank you so much billy for doin me the HUGE FAVOR by bringin me the extra set of keys i owe you BIG TIME <333 hmmm yea theres boys i want and they want me i can't decide fuckity fuck fuck idk if he read it by i'm hopefully meetin earl this weekend and that would so nice cause yea that kid rocks awesomeley and i do like him i have since i started talkin to him i just felt nervous and shit but yea if does come out here for a couple of days that shows me love right there lol so hopefully well thast about it <333 "you give me this feelin where i feel the butterflys might just fly me away from you so i wanna hold on to you tighly and never let go" Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Saturday, March 11th, 2006 |
| 12:24 am |
memories won't let you cry...
hmmm fucked up week this been so far i learn this 1) never trust certain and don't give second chances 2)i smoke too much when stressed not good im going on my thrid pack already this week 3)don't punch walls never a good idea when your mad espically 4)i have too much drama and its not good 5)i'm a bad new bearer and i fuckin hate it 6)girls are douches and i at times wish i wasn't one *no im not a dike assholes* 7)i miss sha 8)i piss ppl off to easily and its amausin 9)i have some of the greatest friends in the world and some of the dumbest 10)i'm a big loser for doing this... ENOUGH i found out that someone might like me from eckerds hmmmm this is nice verrry nice wasn't expectin it but then again his friend just thinks he likes me so its not for sure but it would be verry nice if he did i'm done bein a swinger or single for now lolwhen 18 hits then again i go back to bein single lol *sigh* tired and feelin like shit though i am happy just exhasted ppl suck blah blah blah be mad at me for all you want i don't give a flyin fuck anymore...YOUR GAY muhahaha Current Mood: exhaustedCurrent Music: M.I.A -a7x |
| Monday, March 6th, 2006 |
| 7:52 am |
ah EMO BIATCH
hmmm drama this weekend again in my mind i swear ppl are just retarted and i almost got arrested not coool at all soo hmm dumbfuckerss anyways what to say ummmmm had a great awesome convo with taylor last night it was cooool hence the subject title and i saw kristina last night mad awesome since she moved like a 5 mins walk away from my house now so its alll cool and shinazzle i should be seein her more often hmmm eckerds is cool i actually like it so far awesome old ladies there like nora and suzanne she'll talk FOREVER kinda annoyin but she randomly curses and its really amuzin in my eyes at least wow first time i've been to resource room in like 2 weeks hehe shes like have you been sick i missed you lol eh so im like i think i missed work lemme go to its not delvery its delgino however the fuck you spell it lol shes coool i always talk to her all the time she lets me get away with everything so its mad cool lol hmm what else to say ummm yea boys are stupido annoyin as hell and im determined to kill the beaver fucker named travis "oh atleast my gf isn't a spaz like your ex bf" IM GOING TO KILL HIM honestly just for the lamest comeback ever like my grandma can come back with something better than that shit stupid albino kids when will you learn go in the sun and burn to death muhahaha im a bitch but whatevers gots to goo LEAVE ME COMMENTS Current Mood: amused |
| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 |
| 9:28 pm |
oh baby when you cry you lose your face in momentary hybrid moments..
well its been a while i suppose since i've updated last hmm i have gotten a new job at eckerds in huntington village so that means come visit me! hehe and i quit starbucks since i got so fed up with them so yea big ol fuck you to starbucks when i ditched my last of work hahaha . My sister finally came home from florida good shit hm what else to say i talked to my ro today who i haven't talked to in like aleast over 5 months and not even more than 5 mins last time but today we talked for like 15 20 mins whcih is nice im gonna start savin up money now to go out there he said its ok with him so that'll be nice to see him or maybe spring break idk but hopefully soon though well thats about it off to whatch walk the line johnny cash equals the awesome shinazz laterzz Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: hybrid moments-the misfits |
| Friday, February 17th, 2006 |
| 6:30 pm |
when sins deep in my blood you'll be the one to fall..
fuckin eh FINALLY MY PAGE LOOKS THE WAY I WANT IT TOO SWEEET yeaaa i gots a newww job at eckerds in huntington village with kat which is awesome causee they allow pirceing too *i can't spell it* soo im gonna quit starbuckss and soon to get my nose done with a stud and idk what else maybe a monroe or what i've been wanting SNAKEBITESSS so yea if i do get em im taking out the middle so yea don't wanna look to gay now lol its 50 cents less than starbucks but if im good they rasie it soo yea woot woot but now idk if im going back to a-land like i will deff visit over the summer and shit and try to still chill with the crew and such but its gonna be harder to work both of em jobss so yea whatever i decide later on but hmmm my sister comes home in like 2 hrs gahh PREPARE FOR THE DRAMA!!! lol laterzz p.s dan might be coming to PROM WITH MEE and if he can't anyone lese wanna be my date for the nightt lol Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: unholy confessions -a7x |
| Monday, February 13th, 2006 |
| 12:04 am |
cupid show that handy fuckin arrow right up your....
yea decided to update been a while i suppose hmm lets just say i 3rd place in my competion but i royally screwed up the speech for vica im gonna kill ms devann that bitch for makin me do it. but see as the snow came in i got stuck home and shit sucks big time for me and with me not being able to smoke past 2 days its startin to get to me just a taddd bit. yea i finnaly did sometthing i never thought i do hehe as you all probably know i had the hugest crush on diego and i finnaly told him worked out just like i expected "completey utterly shocked and can't see me as more than a friend" not that like i cared well ok i did but ya know we're still friends which makes me happy it just sucks being lonely and with the ol grand love in hmm now 1 more day it kinda hurts i never had a valentine like not even as a joking around friend wise always been lonely kinda sucks but aleast i always get some candy from my mom cause she does rock for that and of course cake since its my dads 51st birthday so happy birhtday dad old fuckin man lol guess what i got him too hehe one of those candles where it comes with a lil extingushier oooh man he is soo gonna bitch me for that lol cause of course my dads only 26 lol well thats about it love sucks big ol time i hate it i'll never like it and it could never ever happend to me ...bitches Current Mood: bitchy |
| Tuesday, February 7th, 2006 |
| 8:04 am |
in the murder scene
yea blah blah blah i might go to anterrabae tonight i hope but then again im not the mood to go ehhhh choices i got 1)sleep more so i make up for last night 2) go to anterrabae with kat and 2 step like no tomm since i haven't like aug and its addictiing i must say so yea blahhh yea i've been listenin to mcr a lot lately and march 21st im buyin the dvd cause it looks good so yeaa look at the lovelys frank iero  gerad way  Current Mood: blahh |
| Wednesday, February 1st, 2006 |
| 7:41 am |
yo gangstaa
okies yea bored in resource room so im gonna update lol hmmm i made in the top 10 in the competion i did in tech monday i find out next friday at a award cemerony so maybe but im just extremly happy that i aleast in the top 10 one more step closer to winning i suppose hehe schools been eh good i have been in a shitty mood for some reason i have no clue and no its not cause im single i prefer it but i just being stuck at home blahhh argh i get to whatch brave heart in heroic imagie scoreee love that class *note its not an elective its an actually english class so booo yah on yall asses* and oh yea my p.i.g class rocks with mister donlon he just like graz so woot woot *graz is the most coolest teacher besides dreyer so yea * but blahh laterzz |
| Friday, January 27th, 2006 |
| 3:20 pm |
bleeding hearts are sewn shut tonight as you take one last breath of life
yea felt like updating blah hmm yea went on a date last friday umm very werid it was but yea no i still don't have a bf but whatever it was nice eh i don't feel like talking about that anyways for some reason i've been feeling somewhat down and such my parents are just pissin me off i hate being home i really do and also just been feeling fat im tryin to lose mor weight but it just won't go down more and its making me extremly mad and sad i hate my body i really do all it does is pisss me off i've been under more stress latey espically with school im worried as fuck about competion coming up and school work i hoped i passed my 2 classes or else im not gradiuting and if that happends god knows what i do i won't let my self live with that no no no i will not but im so determined to succed and its killing me yea i might be lazy but fuck i can't help it im am working more and such but still i feel like i just might not make it and with everything else i just feel blah miserable my jobs been sucking so much also my boss has not given me hrs at all i have not actually worked for like the past 3 weeks and thats not cool at all i hate not having money gah and my boss expectys me to go to a class but i might not go if she does not give me hrs after that class cause whats the sense in that so im looking for another job i might go work with kat at eckerds who knows its just hard cause its in the village and the ride situration just sucks .. i miss my sister shes still not back from florida and yea i really don't have no one to talk to like i did with her yea i might have a friend i do talk to a lot but with shit that i feel like i can talk about i can't sometimes i just wish my sister was back already and more or less i really miss my bro if i can get a lot of money by making next break *feb break* i might go to colorado to visit him but i gotta talk to him first i hopoe it goes though it would be sweet if i could see him i haven't in over a yr now and yea just miss the family love .... idk i sound like emo kid but what the fuck ever idc i miss my bro and sis and just BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH p.s drugs are bad for you kids it will break your family apart ^^^^ no matter what you think it just will not right away but it will soon and yea ciggs are bad also i fuckin hate it now im becoming my dad and im scared of that ........... good bye for now lol probably won't update like for another month unless i get coments and such so yea laterz Current Mood: aggravatedCurrent Music: her portrait in black-atreyu |
| Friday, January 20th, 2006 |
| 6:08 am |
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| Friday, January 13th, 2006 |
| 7:35 am |
..emooo
*sigh* im a retart to like infinity according to my dad i am not allowed to see diego anymore or talk to him or even go back to work at a-land for me drinking sat and yea i wouldn't say i'm depressed but i am pretty god damn sad now though hangin out with them has kept me so freakin happy i wish i didn't drink there was no reason for it cause i am happy with out it but now just argh i hope my dads ready for my super bitch mode cause fuck him if he can't get it though his thick skull that i am not my brother then fuck him i'm not taking his bullshit i know i know i shouldn't be drinking but fuckin still the only reason why i am not allowed to see the crew anymore is cause he thinks im gonna be like my broo which it ain't happending cause trust me if it did i would be graduting on time and causing chaos and never staying out of trouble i am nothing like my brother all my parents see me as them *my sis too* they never for once see me as me the daughter named darlene so fuck them again i just argh maybe im just upset but for those who know why i would be and yea .. life sucks Current Mood:  sadCurrent Music: slow dance on the inside -tbs |
| Saturday, January 7th, 2006 |
| 10:12 am |
i like mustard...
last night was fun hangin out with laurel and kristina *penn* awesomness we walked to ruby tuesday and had more fun there lol kristina is fuckin funny and is diff from what i used to think of her last yr but whatever then brian showed up and yea pssh lol it was weird to see him but he lost weight so yea props for him but anyways we all went back to,laurels house decided to be camera whores lol i gotta get those pics up soon be mad funny lol and tonight i be taking more pics cause i'm going to diegos lil get toghther gonna see a lot of the a-land crew who i haven't seen in sucha a longgg time like katie danielle *i think* and bunches of other ppl so yea yay!!! muhhaha well gotta go to work 11-2 my job sucks with the hrs BLAH laterz p.s i really don't like mustard muhahaha Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: hotel room by mest |
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